I'm Not Afraid to Keep On Living

Okay, so I totally have no room to complain because I'm part of it. I recognize this! I'm a hypocrite! I'm just--overwhelmed.

I'm so excited to read the different stories that are coming out of bandombigbang but at the same time there are just SO MANY and they're all so long and I have SO MUCH FUCKING WORK TO DO!! and it's just -- ahhhh! So, I'm apologizing right now because I'm about to take Bandom Big Bang OFF my friends list and not look at the different fic until this weekend when I have time to breath.

I apologize to all of my friends, who are writing stories and posting and squeeing because I want to be squeeing with you and everything but I just can't right now. *sigh* This weekend, I promise!

And it isn't just that I posted my story and I'm done with it, I promise. It's just--life is going crazy and fandom is going crazy and then coming home and finding 200,000 plus words being posted, I'm scared i'll start reading instead of doing what I need to do and that would not be of the good.

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I also made a real-life fandom friend! who reads fic! yay! RLF ftw! because I haven't had any close to my age that live locally and also are geeky and read sci fi and everything. *nods*